UK weather sucks so much… it is so freaking cold even at nights when i go for a fag i feel like im in the north pole. Maybe i should put more cloths on other than a vest. At the moment im laying down in bed and my toes are freezing maybe i should close my windows :D. Anyway i miss Philippines weather!! well.. not tooo hot 
Love can be a good thing that pushes alot of things aside, you feel like that nothing can push you away from this dream but it can be also be extremely painful experience when you lose the one you love. When you do lose that person, then you will fell so much pain that it will be too tough for you to handle. This is one path I will not take for some time, as it seriously wasn’t good for me. I thought getting drunk everyday could solve this problem but it doesn’t, only for a short time.. having a cigarette helped me alot as I felt so much pain within me that I thought that I was going to break, a lot of stress seems to just hold it in me for the time being but for me it was a life saver because it took the pain away.. I looked up on the internet to find a solution to this pain and I tried following advice by buying stuff that I enjoy and hanging out with my friends more often but the only thing that can cure this pain was time.
I kind of wish that I could have gotten my money back on some items I bought :S
